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| Sometimes I just feel like the Bee girl on the Blind Melon video. It's me against the world. | | |
| (Murdo... I wrote this before even speaking to you so don't get any ideas) I am so fucking furious day by day on how our country is fucking up the world. I fucking hate George Bush, Dick Cheney and their whole fucking entourage. Actually fuck this government as a whole. I really don't trust a single one of them. From the Dems to the Republicans. They all scream BULLSHIT to me. But what I think bothers me the most is the American public in general. I am a US Citizen. I love where I live. I am greateful to be living here. BUt some of these folks just need to dissapear. I am appauled at how fucking brainwashed most of the public is. I was talking to this kid at my gym today who is about to be a Marine. He went on about how he thinks there should be a draft, that there are terrorist, and in-all... that we are fighting for our country and freedom out there. Is this kid stupid? No, he's just fucking brainwashed and blind. And see... that is how most of the inhabitants of the US feel. And that is whats wrong. See... this is whats bothers me. I am so against this illegal war, and so against Bush and his administration. I just get so angry everyday about it and the problem is, I really don't know what I can do about it. Cuz the fact is, there is not much I can do about it. I just have to sit here, my angry self, a tac paying minion to this government.. and just watch this world fall into SHIT due to my Country's decisions, blind people and government. This is just terrible. I feel terrible aslo because I missed TWO... not ONE.. but two of the latest protests in SF. I wish I could've been there. I went to the first BIG ones right before the war started simply to photograph them. but as I've grown a few years more knowlegable I have formed my certain opinions and I wish I could've been there to fully participate with people who feel teh same way as me and to take a stand at what I believe in. On a lighter note: I am very very thankful to have been grown up here in the Bay Area, around mostly open minded and large diverse group of peoples. I couldn't imagine any other way. | | |
| So 2 days ago (technically since I've been awake and writing this at 4am.) I had a great day in the City. We went for zombies but only a few showed up. Just chilled with some good people i've known and some new ones that I love straight up off the bat. All good people. I had a really good time despite being way too drunk. Third Eye Blind's coming up soon. I can't wait. I have an extra ticket I bought just in hopes that I might have a girlfreind or something during this in between time to take wiht me there, but that isn't happening. So I put it on craigslist in trade for sex... minf you it's a VIP ticket. I put it up 2 days ago and still NO response... lol. Oh wel.. it's all good. For all who knoe me. I may creep. But i'm not a creepa, ima good dood. So plenty of ladies are missing out. HAHA. Anyways... Went to a big party tonight, with plenty of ladies.. and I knew straight off the bat none of them were good for me. So it's kinda shitty, but what do you expect form a bunch of drunk girls slutting themselves out on the dancefloor. From the day I was born I have never got with a bitch I found at a party, and I doubt it'll ever happen. because the type of btiches who get wasted like that are ALREADY a maybe warning sign of a "DO NOT ENTER". they are no good. trash. period. they belong to the average Best Buy/Wal Mart shopping "Joe"... no diss, just being real. It's no diss cuz I belive there is someone for everyone. It's just that those girls I see and meet at parties aren't my type, they are ment for that other dood, usually that other dood drinking a beer right next to me. So it's all good. Like I said. there is someone for everybody. anyways... Just being a dumb drunks hit right about now. Dreamin about a girl that doesn'y exist in my life... YET. So I sit here, listening to Cold Play and imagining that I've found her. I love this chase... 
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| Wow... All I can think of is the Third Eye Blind concert. I don't think i've been so excited for something since Christmas as a little boy. And since I got VIP I hope, I hope, I get a picture with the band or atleast Stephan Jenkins(no homo). I am a perfect candidate for the concert, cuz i HAVE been listening to their first album since it came out in 97 and still listen to it to this day. Pure magic. Also there's this fine fine fine fine fine fine girl at my gym. I love her. I have not seen my previous wife at the gym for so long. Every once in a while i'll catch her there. But naw.. This other girls is short.. Got a big round ass n little tits and has got a beautiful face. White girl, brown hair. Mmmm yummy. I got such a bad tendecny to fall in love with the girls at my gym, it's such a problem. What's a straight dude supposed to do when you sitting working out on a machine and theres this fine ass girl(s) shakin there ass on a running machine right in front of you... yea.. we look. Only a homosexual wouldn't. But yeah wow... I know i'll never ever speak to her but it's nice to fantasize all day about it. It actually gives me motivation to go to the gym to work just cuz I love going there to see the girls. Anyways next week i'm also so stoked for the huge pillow fight that's going down on Wednesday at Justin Herman Plaza on V-Day.. fuck it.. I don't got no girl, no love.. i'm gonna go out there n have some fun.. shoot some photos n bust some heads with my pillow. It's going down & I can't wait. Anyways... super stoked for the Third Eye Blind concert. They are one of my favorite bands of all time. Huge fan. Probally what lead me to like them was simply the fact that they were from San Francisco. i've been repping the city since I was a little seed. It's been in my veins since day born. And it's so great to have such a good band come from the place you call home. When I was little I just liked the music. As i'm aging now, I am able to decifer the lyrics and they hit me real hard. Real honest and deep lyrics. Anyways I can't wait. I think i'll have some of the best times in my life at that showm, even though im going alone(I need to be alone too, so I can experience the full experience). One. | | |
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